The boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where one ends, and the other begins?
these days i find it hard to be at peace with myself. its getting difficult to balance my personal and school life.
its so tempting to give in. to push aside all the things that i once cared for and to make-believe that i don't care about myself.
well. last night i stayed up studying for chem, cz the teacher claimed that there would be a test on monday. but she did not say which monday. and this morning she told the class that she meant the next monday. im so peeved.
give me a sign.
maybe im merely wasting my time waiting for stuff that will never be mine. maybe i should just let go of these flawed dreams.