somewhere over the rainbow way up high lies a land that i've heard of once in a lullaby well. i still can't believe that joy is gone. but it doesn't hurt so much now. yesterday. i went bowling with my cousins. my wrists ache big time. pooey. today.i woke up ard 8 45. i showered and ate my breakfast. then i set off.. to Jurong East. arrgh. francine and jessica made me wait about 20 mins for them. we ate lunch, then went ice skating. (it was too late for a movie.) we had fun.. like the old days. i still can't believe that the three of us are in different classes. in francine's words; no affinity. dad picked me up at the hougang station and i chose to hit the bird shops instead of a manicure. *im so proud of myself. beams and i was really glad that i made that choice, because........ at goodwill we saw the cutest ever scrawny starry-eyed baby lovebird. i really wished that i could have bought it. but my mother would kill me. you have to feed it every few hrs. i really miss budgies. there was a large carton of them. all scrabbling away. Some were even burrowing. church camp is tomorrow. i have not started packing.. im gonna eat now. mum and dad are out having dinner with some church people. i wish that you could have shared all the laughter,tears and pain.