If you`re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you`re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?? sigh. its one of those bittersweet days. like where something good and bad happens. my bestest friend francine came over today. we did many things. quite funny. we were dodging the security guard and the cleaner kept pelting us with questions. then when we were in the toilet the cleaner was slacking, sitting down,using her phone etc. then she told us not to tell on her. i burst out laughing. mean, i know, but i couldn't help it. we had kfc for lunch at home now for the bitter part. yesterday we realized that raisin was kind of groggy and restless. well, i guess she had some kind of infection since the day we bought her from the shop. sheesh.. he died. he just faded away in my hands. why oh why must we always choose sick birds?!! well. i could foresee it yesterday.. yep. sorry francine!! what a day to invite you over.. but well, thanks for being so brave. its kind of scary to watch a bird die.. my cousins are here now. i wonder where we will go for dinner. florence is really crazy. she and her rojak thing. she wants to mix 3 boys to get her dream boy.. weird i know.. but funny too. i wish i don't have to choose. -there's so much more to me you haven't seen-
