when you lose something that cannot be replaced, when you are tired but you cannot sleep, when you love too much to let go and you are screaming but nobody hears; could it be worse?
ever sat for a test with absolutely no preparation at all? yep..that's what happened to me today. i had clean forgotten about the chemistry test on the whole chpt of mole concepts and what not.. argh. during the test i kept fidgeting. i could not even think of any crap to fill in the blank spaces!! i think im like gonna get 5 /30.
i hate such scenarios because for the whole day i will have a heavy heart and it will be impossible to accomplish anything for the rest of the day. this feeling of dread will envelope me all the way till i get the results.
and when i finally do, i wil laugh it off. but when i am alone at home, i will do some reflecting and start gettng down in the dumps again. only until i redeem myself in another test, i will feel rather downcast and moody. haha.that's me.
i agree with florence that our secret must have been revealed.. that would certainly explain all the weird glances and stares. we probably know who the culprit is.. the guiltridden one who has unknowingly solved half of the mystery for us. hahaha...how smart can that person get mann.
did physics during protected time, looked at the class photo, listened to the radio. then while the rest of the school went home happily..i had tuition!! fell asleep a couple of times. its pure torture i tell you.
last night i had a bizarre dream about florence... she had a rather weird one too. jeepers.
