i was shocked. i didn't have a clue that so many other people knew as well. i thought it was a private thing. and its not something to be proud of. infact, its something that i don't want a single soul to know!!! --about us.
so..what have you been telling you friends? long ago i have wondered why i get some weird stares from them. looks like you have a huge mouth and you can't shut it yea? i mean,its a natural reaction from your friends, because they know you and they support you. so they reckoned that im mean and unreasonable because i won't even give youa chance. so what?! i strongly feel that some things such as love can't be forced.
like how dumb can you get? by telling the whole world you stand to gain nothing. because you failed, don't you get it? sure, i have thought of leaving behind all this tension. of course its better to have 1 more friend rather than an enemy. but after hearing what you've been telling others,im oficially pissed.
you tell them that im scared of this and that, and what im like. i ignored these.i mean, its no secret. but now you tell them about how badly i treat you and stuff, getting others to hate me and be prejudiced against me. what have i to say? plenty. how did i treat you? exactly the way you treated me. a tit for a tat. what goes around comes around.
relationships spoil friendships. its as simple as that.
but did you honestly think i'll waste time brooding over those rumours? nah. i don't worry about such trivial and shallow stuff.i've got better things to do, like worry whether i'll be able to wake up on time for school tomorrow.
