crazy exams. 10 hours of studying everyday. i took a lil time out to write this out. precaution: filled with ranting and raving. i don't wanna spoil your mood if you are feeling especially cheerful on this windy saturday night. you've been warned.
i am not dao. i am not proud. or whatever you like to call me. wait. lets put it in bold. i am not dao or proud or whatever you like to call me. what does it take to put this into your brain? is it so hard to understand? i don't really like to talk. i keep to myself. d'ya have a problem with that? huh? and if you talk to me its not like i will stare back at you with a blank look that says: like i care. i will respond to you. i will talk,joke and laugh. i smile at people when they smile at me. if you don't smile, why should i smile at you? you might think that im laughing at you or something. im seriously peeved. its so annoying to have people talking behind your back when you did nothing. nothing at all. stop making judgements above me when you know nuts about me. you're just exploiting false rumours that are untrue and shallow. as shallow as a swimming pool for ants. what fun do you get out of it,anyway?! do you really have nothing better to do? even if im in a bad mood, i'll still make an effort to smile back at you. i hate this i hate this i hate this. why should i care? why should i freaking care? i have other things to worry about. like whether i can wake up on time tomorrow.
well im sorry that he called me and that i answered the telephone. don't be worried im not with him. and when i go out tonight im coming home alone.
