isn't it weird how we can say one thing but mean another? like for instance telling people to leave you alone when the last thing you want is to be alone?or do something but not really mean it? like giving up when you know that all you want is a second chance.
the heart lies so often. sometimes we don't even know it. yes,the truth hurts, but its all we really want to hear. and its all that matters. lies and deceptions. they're just something to cover up the truth, making it much more pleasing to the ear. but when these fade away it will be nothing but the real truth, complete with all its flaws and imperfections. then you would be back to square 1.
so why not present the bare truth? like the saying goes: bitter medicine works the best; the truth is not pleasing to the ear. why spin a web of deception around yourself? others will only find it hard to trust you. and if you're not careful, you'll finally do yourself in with all your lies. doesn't a boomerang always return? remember:karma. what goes around comes around. its a whole complicated thing. but when put simply it means: do bad things, karma will kick you right back. and you will probably get a threefold retribution. in biblical terms; don't do unto others what you don't want others to do unto you.
i don't know why i said all that, but on a lighter note, i'll be going to watch hpgof with my bro this monday night. it would be honestly pathetic to watch a movie alone yea? on a heavier note, its decemberrrrr!! and i haven't even touched my homework yet!! *cues scary music. but anyways, x'mas is around the corner and with all the x'mas decorations up everywhere, you can't help but soak yourself in the festive cheer. happy holidays!!
So I scream, scream cause it hurts Your every word Cuts me inside and leaves me worse There's no way back And what if there was You'd still be you and I'd still need To say goodbye
ps: i wrote this at 5 40pm btw. the time's screwed.
