i was just looking at my love/hate list and realised that it doesn't do me much justice but i don't feel like changing it. i shall add on to those lists today. i hardly ever change, so i still do love/hate those things already on the list.muahaha.
i'm in a weird mood.pardon me.
i'll try not to make this boring.
i LOVE: -whatever's on the list. + -stars! -lightning -reading -writing short,confusing stories -writing poems.(at least, i try) -blogging! -furry animals -parrots! -horse riding -new zealand -florence! -all my other buddies -school.(i know,i know.laugh all you want) -chemistry tuition -english! -ashlee simpson music -all kinds of music that doesn't give me a massive headache -someone =) -masking my emotions.(and trust me,i'm great at that) -reading the Life! section of the ST. -daydreaming -sleeping. -stoning.(believe me when i say that while i'm stoning my brain's actually on overdrive.) -dying roses!( don't you love how theywilt so gracefully?) so i want a dying bouquet of roses for valentine's day.weird,but its so nice. -white flowers even though they symbolise death -Deedee from dextor's lab -scooby doo! -thriller movies. -ZOMBIE flicks! -northern lights! -kim tae hee- the most beautiful asian in the worldd. -sad sad poems/stories. -having a way with words. -rainbow!
there're many more but my mind's a blank right now. so i'll hurry on to what i hate.
i HATE:
-clowns -being trapped in between lift doors. -the mrt ticket entry machine.( i keep thinking that they'll close on me) -fire! -contradiction -the viking ride -goodbyes -injections! -" I told you so " -sore throats -fear -injustice!! -terrorism -mornings( even though they're supposedly new beginnings,i'm a night person) -tantrums -nagging! -being pestered -being accused of stuff i didn't do.period. -copycats. -the smell of fertilisers -forests -FLUS -bird flu -getting a shock from the music on my blog.(haha.ever gotten scared?) -hot dreary afternoons with nothing to do.
and many more... i just wanted to post this: a poem i wrote during the chinese composition exams with whatever time i had left.
OH MANNN.... I CAN'T FIND THE PAPER ANYWHERE>>I THINK SOMEONE THREW IT AWAY!! i cannot express in words how very pissed i am right now. i'l try to write it out from memory..but it was almost 3 weeks ago. DA*N
oh and i highlighted the rhyming words in red cause its hard to tell given how long my sentences are.
the girl was onlytwelve, but she knew neither joy norwealth. all she had was an old tattered teddybear and a rusty old bike becuase she couldn't afford the busfare. her parents hit her day andnight all they ever did wasfight. she would huddle in a corner andcry they always took those pills,she didn't knowwhy. that fateful day she was cycling in the park it was half past eight,and the sky was dark. her parents were drunk;she tried to sneak into her room but they seized her, and she met her doom. her dearest mother gripped a kitchen knife and plunged it into the girl's heart to end her life. the girl's vision started to blur and everything became a whir. the next morning the police were greeted by a sad sight when they rushed down to the scene at daylight. in the run-down kitchen, blood was everywhere. and in the center of it all, lay a girl clutching a bear. the loss of such an innocent,pure life was caused by a drunk man and his wife. they will never be able to undo the harm, but at least she died with her best friend in her arms. i really do hope you like it even though its kinda dark and solemn. its about such a real thing happening in our midst, drug abuse and alcohol abuse, in turn leading to child abuse. its a vicious cycle.and someone has to break it. alright,i'm going to bed now. tomorrow's gonna be a long day. Clara xoxoxo
