Thursday, September 23, 2004
throw me off my feet,
catch me offguard,
break through my defenses,
render me helpless;
love
maybe i should walk dogs
as my part time job..
now that's worth consideration.
sometimes..actually most of the time
i wish that people live to love.
that's y i hate reading the papers..
im so tired i cant sleep
standing on the edge of something much too deep
funny how we feel so much but cannot say the words
we are screaming inside oh but we cant be heard
so afraid to love you more afraid to lose
clinging to the past that doesn't let me chose
once there was a darkness a deep and endless night
gave me everything you had oh it gave me light
with everything comes..responsibility.
night.
weep not for the memories
9:20 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
i will never forget that day
when i looked into your eyes
and through your very soul.
now my heart resides in yours..
you have once again deemed me a fool.
this day was fun..
during DnT we did an encapsulation.
which means putting something
inside a plastic..
sadly i followed the crowd and put
flowers in it..yawn.
lock my heart and throw away the key...
what kind of guy would i like?
hmm..
definitely a dreamy and poetic one..
i take my leave..
p.s take me away,
take me far away from here
i will run with you...
12:19 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
the holidays are over!!
panic time..
eng paper is on monday..
yep.THIS monday.
how did i spend my holiday?
well..movies and ice skating
i guess.
never before has a phrase
been so applicable in my life
than 'so near yet so far'.
big sigh.
maybe i always wait for ppl
to make the first move.
quite bad actually.
but if i told ppl tt i am shy,
they would probably
turn up their noses and scorn.
i dun get it.
why do ppl dig chinese serial
shows so much??
personally, my helpline
is the subtitles..
so its quite strenous..
trying to read and watch at the same time..
regret..
the worst feeling..
to know that you could
have done somethg..
but didn't.*shudders*
im outa here.
bye~
8:57 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
why are there no
stars in the night sky?
i've looked and looked
but there are simply none.
kind of frustrating tho.
no matter which angle
you look from,
its a starless night.
today i went out with my
cousins and sis..
we watched a cinderella story..
its kind of boring,
no climax,
lame jokes.
but then again,
it was really touching.
then we took a cab to
kallang leisure park.
ice-skating!!
that was my third time,
everyone elses first time.
but they are really quick learners.
*applauds*
dad came to pick us up.
the rest of the day was..
hectic cz 2dae was also a house warming
party for us and my dad's colleague
(our neighbour).
the idea of a combined party was gr8.
but it was really noisy..
ahem-the place was full of grown-ups.
there have been more than 20
grps of ppl coming to look
at our house..chaotic.
tt's why im blogging at such
a wierd time.
each time i think of you,
a star drops from the sky.
_that's why there are no stars tonight.
claire
ps: do you believe in love at first sight?
i do.
1:50 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
yesterday aft church i went to
toa payoh with mum and dad.
we went to this art shop to look at posters.
they were all really nice..
when we were walking ard,
i saw this couple feeding like
seven or eight cats..
they were being kind, but ppl were
giving them dirty looks..
anyway, im glad i went cz
i finally got myself a new phone.
*grins*
today i slacked ard the hse..
before finally deciding to swim,
and went downstaris with my sis.
the water was..ice..
aft turning into an ice cube,
i finally came bk upstarirs.
aftnn was taken up by tuition
probably the only word to describe
it is sian..
so here i am nw, pouring out my soul
to anyone who reads my blog.
it was raining heavily today..
but then again,
i love rainy days..
i never cease to be awed
at how the rain comes and washes everythg away..
also, it sort of stops busy lives..
at least for a while
gtg,
bye~
12:22 PM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
what will we do when we
get separated next year?
2dae was ..gr8.
my 2 best pals came over
(francine and jessica)
we had a terrific time
swimming, eating..
and trying to fly a pretty
but useless kite..winks
aft they went home,
i went for dinner with
my family and cousins..
what will we do when
we get separated next year?
i wonder...
claire
2:22 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
My heart was swimming
in words gathered by the wind.
My voice bounded..
into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled
in the moon-swayed mirror.
Soft tears..
spilled with a stream of stars.
i didn't blog yesterday cz
i went to mich's hse..
we had loads of fun tho..
imagine memorising the script
while playing billiard..
im sure you'll get the picture.
we were supposed to meet at 9,
but as usual, i arrived abt 15 mins late.
as if that wasn't bad enuff,
francine arrived 30 mins aft me.
it seems that she was late
due to some misadventures..
e.g: unable to find bus
goes to school
takes bus
can't recognize building
over shots
goes back to school(accidentally)
finds place..
my my.. we could write a book on that..
anyway,
todae was the actual thingy..
we did fine..
play kind of short tho..
but *grins triumphantly*
we did nt have to refer to our script.
soh wei jie grouped up with another boy..
he seemed even more short tempered today..
scolded his partner, dragged him, etc.
cz ther was nt enuff ppl in their group
he had to role play two characters..
seriously, its kind of sad..nvm.
Words halted by wind are
a gentle illusion.
A tomorrow torn by clouds is
the voice of a distant place..
My heart that had been
in a moon-blurred mirror that flowed
Those stars that trembled and spilled
cannot hide my tears.
waiting for SI results now..
i think i'll go blog-hopping..
My dream of your face
that i softly touch
melts in the morning..
+.:clara:.+
12:38 PM