You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me The light through the bitter darkness Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you im awfully busy right now.. last minute packing; (what you can do tomorrow, don't do today). this will be my last entry.. that is, untill i return from nz, which will be the 3rd of december.. aniway, i wanna thank shaun for the lip gloss for my trip to nz.. yeah, he will be going too. Thank God he could take leave from the air force. =P i'll be sending Joy to my aunt's hse.. where she will have company --a rabbit-- imagine that.. i guess i will miss Joy the most.. she's so sweet, my darliiiiing. Bon Voyage too to Francine who will be going to H.k on the 20th.. 2 days aft i leave s'pore.. also to jessi who is in Eygpt now- i think.. okie then,...... right here right now i bid all my dearest friends farewell.
8:14 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
One Way Jesus You're the only one that I could live for...
today was my low-profile birthday. only a handful knew.. but i like it that way..
anyway, here's a big hug for all those who wished or msged me. Thx to all who gave my cards or prezzles. not to mention fat red packets.
aft church we had lunch with our relatives. thereaft we ate cake at aunt's hse. yum. but i still hate chocolate.
later came slacking at home, then dinner with my family. so darn full... we ate chilli and pepper crabs, scallops,prawns and abalone.
so here i am now.. i have realized that birthdays get less and less significant aft each yr.
our trip to N.z is coming soon..rather cool.. helicopters, white-water rafting, glow-worm caves..bungee jumping.. you get the idea, yeah?
okie then.. night..
4:21 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
perhaps... my feelings for you cannt be summed up in a few words. it would take a lifetime to tell you what you mean to me.
today i was late for my dentist appointment at 10. i reached there at abt 10 15, which is bad.
my whole mouth hurts.. yeow.
aft the dentist i quarelled with mum. again. these fights seem to be getting more and more common, and they're based on such shallow issues. its not worth it, really to argue with our relationship at expense.
anyway, we went shopping for winter stuff, then picked up my sis and went home.
i was told something that made me feel so peeved. nowadays, ppl are doing things for all the wrong reasons..which is bad and unreasonable.
i think.. that guys shld make the first move. definitely. im a grouch.
3:46 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
nothing... but the beautiful and mocking echoes of lost dreams, hopes, joys. after camp life goes back to normal. is tt gd? i dunnoe. i feel strangely at peace with myself inside. however there are still unsettling things such as streaming. jz now was rather pissed cz i watched s`pore idol and forgot abt the champion. tsk. im supposed to have posted all this crap yesterday but suddenly the com just blanked out on me. how totally unreliable. the path of fantasy; one tt not even your dearest may follow... clara. p.s rumours hurt all those involved. pls stop spreading them.
2:28 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
when will you come home when will you be mine i have waited so long just to see you smile haha back from camp Jyc rox. but i still prefer last yr campsite. anyway i have to admitt tt i did nt like dis yrs group. so anyway, the campsite is new but it gives me the chills. safety in numbers!! so tell me why do all these feelings in me call out for your name why do all these dreams within me always end the same the worst part abt camp is always the food. for instance, the rice hits a whooping 1.5 on the "Is your food edible?" scale. i just lost the one pound which i painstakingly gained during the 1st wk of holidays. oh well. the camp com really worked hard n i have to give them credit for tt. when will you come home day 1 icebreakers, midnight walking, you get the idea. could not sleep at all.workshop.
day 2 amazing race : running, running and more running. great fun.worship.
day 3 station games : lemon, sweets,flour, water. i ate the lady's finger & jam concoction. yuck.
day 4 woke up late, skipped breakfast, slogged my heart out during clean-up. packed up, left.
came home. kissed joy. fell asleep while reading. 'accidentally' slept for 6 hrs.
clara p.s lets not ignore the obvious. love is love is love.